All praise, honor and glory be to our Father Chrsit Ahnsanghong and our Heavenly mother New Jerusalem! In this post we can share the different experience, struggles, successes in our lives where the situation was so difficult we had to trust in our Father and Mother.
Although I haven't been in the Truth for too long, I've been able to somehow make a ton of mistakes. Even though they want to pour down blessings on me i always find some way to include my own thoughts and create my own way. Always Father and Mothers way is the best way but i always OVERLY anazlye a situation to the point where I confuse even myself.
Brothers and Sister in the next post i will share with you one story in my life that without Father and Mother i could have never overcame. But till then I leave you with the following: I have always trusted in my heart that our Mother, My Mother, loves us so much and that she would never do anything to harm us and hinder our journey to the kingdom of heaven so I confidently believe that any situation that I'm in Whether favorable or not is God's will and especially in those times when I drown my sorrows in my two hands not understanding Why such things happens, I know that if i rely on Father Christ Ahnsahnghong and Mother will build my character and show the lesson that they want me to learn in the end.
Don't you find that the best lessons learned where the hardest to understand. I'm sorry to our heavenly Father and Mother for all the times i've followd my own sinful nature and thank them all the more for holding me so ever tightly. Father, ... my heart burns for that Day when you will hold me in your arms and say to me "this is my son, whom I love, with him I am will pleased." Mother if only I could see you one more time, I miss you more than my tears could ever express. I love you so much!!!
Thursday, July 5, 2007
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Dear Wisdom Calls,
I could have sworn it was I who wrote this post. We are so sinful and arrogant. Worse part is, we don't even recognize it and hurt others with our thoughts and behaviors.
The more I come closer to God, the more I realize I am a sinner. It is NOW that I realize why I need the Forgiveness of Sins and OUR HEAVENLY MOTHER.
Thank you Father Christ AhnSahngHong and Heavenly Mother Jerusalem for covering this wretched sinner's sins with your overflowing compassion and mercy. You are truly the Mercy Seat.
God Bless You.
I miss Heavenly Mother too!! When i found out that Mother God had to come and stay on earth with us, i had two reactions: first, I was happy and surprised to know the truth about God. Second, it brought sadness to me at the same time because all this time Mother Jerusalem has been here on earth and I didn't know about it. Even now, so many people that are looking for God don't know about Mother. That's why everywhere we go, we continue to let them know that out Spiritual Mother is here. To think that i was in Heaven with Her and then got separated breaks my heart. But to actually be separated from Her when we met was the worst feeling ever. Mother i miss you too! Even though i say and feel these things, i've also made so many mistakes following my own righteousness INSTEAD of GOD'S righteousness. Sometimes i forget that God's thoughts are not human's thoughts. How can WE tell GOD how to save us? But you know what, Father AhnSahngHong and Mother Jerusalem have so much love and patience. I feel that through keeping the Feast of God that Jesus Christ kept and 2nd Coming Christ AhnSahngHong reminded us to keep, They change us little by little. I feel so happy because after overcoming some worry or trouble, They let me realize that it was nothing because They are the ones in control. Father Ahn Sahng Hong and Heavenly Mother Jerusalem are God Almighty and when i trust in Them, everything always goes well.
AMEN! I miss Mother too. It's only after something has been taken away do you truly appreciate it or after you have to go through hardship do you truly thank God.
Trust and faith in God sounds easy enough but it is one of the most difficult things!
Merriam-Webster's definition of FAITH:
1 a : allegiance to duty or a person : LOYALTY b (1) : fidelity to one's promises (2) : sincerity of intentions
2 a (1) : belief and trust in and loyalty to God (2) : belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion b (1) : firm belief in something for which there is no proof (2) : complete trust
3 : something that is believed especially with strong conviction; especially : a system of religious beliefs
I have a little story about trusting in Father and Mother:
There was a time that i had to choose. I was going through some really tough difficulty once. You see, I lost my bank card and was not going to have access to $$ almost 2 days and i had no cash either. At that moment i needed to conserve the gas i had. When i left work, my mind was saying "Go to Zion and preach" but my common sense was saying "if i do, i'm going to run out of gas and will get stuck somewhere".
So these are my choices: Follow God 's command and go to preach OR have common sense, save gas by going to my house until tomorrow. What did i do??
I prayed to God AhnSahngHong and Mother Jerusalem and went to Church and preached. I trusted in Them and knew, whether good or bad, that everything was going to be okay. The next day i was on empty but i still needed to get to work. There i would be able to access $$ again. (By the way, the commute to work is 1hr long).
Did i get to work without getting stuck in the turnpike?? With God Almighty, of course! Right when i turned into the parking lot, the car turned off. I was driving on empty for 1hr! At that moment i didn't care. I needed to continue and preach the truth to the world no matter what.
Anyway, guess what happend!!?? I was soooo thankful to Father and Mother for allowing me to preach and still drive safely that day. I had tears of emotion in my eyes because They protected me when I followed and trusted in Them and Their command. That very same day, they allowed me to find 2 of Their lost children! What a blessing!
When we, UNCONDITIONALLY and against our own 'common sense' and thoughts, trust in Father AhnSahngHon and Heavenly Mother, we can actually see the blessings They give us.
We will rejoice and They are exalted! God Bless You!
Its easier to trust when everything goes as planned, as you expected. It's when all things come tumbling down that everything is exposed - your faith, your love, and how much your trust.
I remember when everything was great, fun, and grand. I had little to no worries and my faith (I presumed) was pretty good. Then, as time went on, things started getting difficult. I now realize the root of the problem was having my own mind, but at the time I just couldn't understand what was happening. But now I do. God's children have God's mind. First of all, Father and Mother had to remove all things "me" - step by step. And it's when I've had nothing left or no one to run to that I've realized how They never leave us. It was difficult for me to fully depend on God when I had it all. But in situations like mine, I've had to stand alone in order to understand that I should only depend on and fully trust Father and Mother.
Now, whatever situation comes my way I do not fear. I now put my complete trust in Them, knowing that They are always with me - watching me, protecting me, loving me. I now realize how much trust in God I was lacking. What hurts me the most is that They've always trusted me, a sinful child.
Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother, I no longer ask - are you there God, it's me Margaret? Because I know You are there. Always.
Thank You...Eternally.
Sometimes the life if faith is not easy. But as with all things that are a future goal-we have to work for it. How hard do doctors and surgeons and lawyers have to work for their degrees? And once they get them and begin to work their life is still so difficlut! Our Father Ahnsanhhong and Heavenly Mother Jerusalem give us the chance to work for the kingdom of heaven. BUT- once we get there, there will be no more sorrow or crying or death or pain. AND NO WORK!!!! Thank you so much Father and Mother! Even though we have a little difficulty now...the end result is eternal life and happiness! But as the worldy doctors save lives, we should be like the spiritual doctors and save souls!! What if we had never learned the truth? Let's go and let everyone know how truly happy we are, then we will play with our Father and Mother with delight day after day!!!GOD BLESS YOU!!!
Its so amazing how we are all the same. We all have arrogance and sinful minds. Thats why God is so great and merciful that no matter what They love us! All thanks to Father Christ Ahnsahnghong and Mother Jerusalem for loving us and taking care of even though we are not worthy. Lets continue to try to make them happy and show gratitude for them loving us so much!
I cant count all the times I have been wrong in Zion. But that is when we understand our Heavenly Father AhnSahngHong and our heavenly Mother Jerusalem's true love!! How can we not realize! Thay never let us go and give true unconditional love. How can we not be thankful. Even though we are sinners they came into this world inthe flesh to show us the way to the kingdom of heaven!! Let's go home brothers and sisters and play in heaven forever!!
I also want to give thanks and glory to Elohim Gods who give us eternal life and lead us to the hevenly kingdom, our eternal home, through his sacrifice and love.
If i didn't received the truth and met truly God, heavenly father and mother, my life is but empty dream.
but, I'm so happy now. because I have a real dream that I will go to the heavenly kingdom.
I truly give thanks to Father Christ AhnSahngHong and Heavenly Mother new Jerusalem once again.
May God bless you~
I think I have too many situations to choose from where I was resorted to rely on Father and Mother. But yes, all of the most difficult situations, in my opinion, are spiritually the BEST situations b/c the blessings as a result are tremendous! And it was always MY MOTHER, THE NEW JERUSALEM, that was the solution to every problem.
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